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Post by meila lillay hart. on Aug 1, 2009 19:49:05 GMT -5
[/font] ugh...i dislike these computers quite a bit. they always seem to break
when you don't want them to. or at least this old thing seems to do
just that. especially when i need some form of interaction. not like
phones work very well, well at least not for me...
<.< >.>
well, this will do. even though who knows if it will randomly
explode in my face, which just might be rather unfortunate. it
would seem like I'm talking to myself for the most part, is that
correct?
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Post by Kyla Larsen. on Aug 1, 2009 20:20:56 GMT -5
» shewillbeLOVED    [/color] ( i close my eyes and the flashback starts )[/font] » available[/right] ----------------------------------------- » listening to 99 times - kate voegele
» is currently feeling guilty.
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» Your computer isn't working? Well, just say the word.
We can get it fixed. [: Daddy knows someone who knows someone, I bet.
How are you? I haven't seen you at the barn when I've gone down for a ride.
Hasn't been the same without you, you know. ]:
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Post by meila lillay hart. on Aug 1, 2009 20:38:43 GMT -5
[/font] Hahaha. Hey there yourself Kayla, and don't worry
about it, I know I'm good for the money. It's just a matter of actually
wanting to get up and then go out and look at all of the different
computers. And all of those hecka stupid service people who seem to
like lurking around the people there who are looking at things.
it's like, if I wanted help I would have asked for it, and I do know what
I am looking for. Not some little child who got separated from my parent
or something like that. >.<
I knooow. I've had like no time lately to go down to the stables,
but I know that I really should. Especially since a couple of my
horses are now expecting their kids soon. And I'm supposed to take
a couple lessons from the local vet so I can help birth them, since
it's definitely not something a new kid should be doing.
But we should definitely meet up at the stables at some point, maybe
go for a trail ride together or have a race. ;D that would definitely
be fun. I do think so.
and what could you possibly have to feel guilty about? [/center] |
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Post by Kyla Larsen. on Aug 1, 2009 21:19:49 GMT -5
» shewillbeLOVED [/color] ( i close my eyes and the flashback starts )[/font] » available[/right] ----------------------------------------- » listening to 99 times - kate voegele
» is currently feeling guilty.
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» [; hey there Melia. Really? Are you sure? And I wasn't suggesting that you weren't,
its just that free is always best. xD See, thats the part when I'd say Daddy knows best. xD
He knows his stuff when it comes to that. What can I say? My daddy's a big old nerd. [;
And I knooow. Those people must be the most ANNOYING people on the face of this whole
planet. I mean really. I come in to get something for Karin and they hover over my
shoulder and ask me if I need help every five seconds. :[ Thinking I'm gonna steal I bet.
And we're not shady people or lost children. We should be perfectly capable of walking
down an isle without getting lost, falling over, or knicking something right? but noo.
You really should! Misty has been practically pining for you and the staff have been at their
wits end without you. Charlotte keeps asking me when her helper is coming back, what
with the foals and all. [; I wish I could join in, but Oma nearly had a fit the last time I tried.
She thinks its bad luck or something. That or she knows that I'll get too squeemish about the
blood and stuff. A race or a trail ride sounds wonderful. I'm up for anything really,
I just need to get out to ride and not look back. It's been.. a hard couple of days, to tell
you the truth. ]:
I got angry at Xavier over something so stupid that it makes me sick to my stomach. All over
this boy I met at the dance club. Its all so stupid. Nothing for you to worry about.
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Post by meila lillay hart. on Aug 2, 2009 15:28:57 GMT -5
[/font] Hahahahah! Yes well, your father is someone who is on
the nerdier side of things, at least from the times I've met him he
certainly is. But hey, you know me, I'd much rather do something
or earn something on my own. Than have it handed over to me, it's
how I grew up. =P And yessss. Ughh, that is the reason why I try to hide
away even more so when I'm shopping. Because it's like if one of them
spots you, theres no going back. Because they will hunt you down and
proceed to ask you questions, and even follow you around slightly.
Especially if your wearing some baggy clothes which would make it easy
to steal something. Not that I have ever done something like that
of course. : D
Awwww. Misty<3 I love that horse. I miss being able to go to the
stables so much more freely than I can now. Stupid other issues
running around with me. -shakes fist- I miss the staff and especially
Charlotte, I really do need to get down there at some point this
week. xDDD Ahh you Oma, you should try getting away with it anyway.
I mean, sure, theres lots of blood and other things coming from horses.
But when that foal or fillie is born, theres no going back you will so
totally be hooked on making sure their all safe deliveries. One of those
reasons as to why I breed my horses, I mean hopefully once I get out of
this place, I'll be able to have my own ranch or something.
Maybe a Riding school, I think that would be really fun, even with the
people that can come around as often as they would.
Hey, hey. Back up there, you fought with that boytoy of
yours? And then on top of that theres something else about
another guy? You shouldn't just cut someone out like that, especially
since I totally do need to worry about it. So you should definitely
be spilling like...everything right now. Otherwise who knows what
may happen. Besides, it's no good if you only keep it to yourself and
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Post by Kyla Larsen. on Aug 2, 2009 19:41:33 GMT -5
» shewillbeLOVED [/color] ( i close my eyes and the flashback starts )[/font] » available[/right] ----------------------------------------- » listening to 99 times - kate voegele
» is currently feeling guilty.
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» Oh he totally is, and he knows it. Hehe. Daddy's even starting to be a bit proud of it, got
himself this t-shirt in binary. Mom was rendered mute but the grandparents all got a kick
out of it. xD And I know, I know. But you also know that I am just SO nosy and love to
help everyone I possibly can. What can I say, my pocket change is quite literally burning
itself out of my pockets. My family has raised be to be generous. xD Its the Larsen-Meier
clan way! And I knoow. Even when I'm dressed nice when we're in the city and stuff,
they still track me down. They're like bloodhounds, or leeches. Or both at once. That or they
are like your own personal, temporary stalker. I bet stalkers go there to study for stalker
school or SOMETHING. Those salespeople are pros at it. [; and I'm sure you haven't.
Misty is a sugar plum, she really is. Although my heart is claimed by Lady of the Lake and
King Arthur forevermore. <3 They miss you too you know. When I took Lady out for a run
she was prancing and she kept looking around for you and your horse. She almost didn't
go out! And if your stupid issues don't go away I'll MAKE them go away. Heck, I'll even
charge on down on Lady and sweep you away. Lady can be rather frightening when she wants
to be you know. Well, when she isn't being my baby laphorse. xD I think Oma will let me
go eventually. She and Opa did come from a farm after all, so I have to have SOME farmer
blood in me somewhere. And if you start breeding, I'll sponsor you. [: And I won't take no
for an answer. It's not charity, it's a good investment. You have a way with horses, and you
always know how to pick the good ones for breeding. ^^ You could do both you know,
breed and have a school. [: Best of both worlds and all that jazz.
Yes, I did. Well, not fought, but I lost my temper when I shouldn't have. I don't know
whats wrong with me lately. I'm sorry for not spilling to you sooner, that wasn't really very
nice of me. So I'll spill it. See, what happened is I met this guy at the club thing I went to.
You know, the masquerade? I was supposed to meet Xav there but I never found him. So
this guy came up and started talking to me, he was really flirty so of course I brushed him
off. But then by chance we start chatting over the internet, and he was actually really nice.
And since Xavier has been spending almost all of his time with his best friend Addie, I
thought it would be okay for me to have a friend of the opposite sex too. And if they can
do things alone, then so can I. So I agreed to meet him for coffee in La Push, and he
showed up with a bouquet. But not a romantic one or anything. In fact, he actually looked
up the meanings of all the flowers and picked ones that meant nothing but friendship. It
was incredibly sweet, actually. He's kind of awkward with people, doesn't seem like he
knows what to do in certain situations, you know? So I accepted the flowers. But then Xav
and the boy, his name is Carver, and I were all talking in this chat session. Xav didn't like
him because Carver accused him of not spending time with me. And then the day after
that he goes and mentions that he needed to give me instructions for how to care for the
flowers, and Xavier.. well he blew a gasket. I tried to explain things but he started cussing
out Carver and everything was getting out of control, and I.. well, I lost my temper. And
I "yelled" at him and told him to shut up about Carver because he was my friend, and I
don't question his relationship with Addie so he should just back off. And I haven't talked
to him since, and I feel so awful Melia. But I'm just so scared. He's spending so much time
with this Addie, and I feel like.. like I'm losing him. And I don't know what I've done wrong
but making him angry with me is the LAST thing I want to do.
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Post by meila lillay hart. on Aug 2, 2009 20:05:26 GMT -5
[/font] There is only one thing I have to say to this: Daaaamn girl!
I mean, it makes perfect sense for you to have a guy friend if this
Addie girl has suddenly come into this picture. But this Carver dude,
he must actually really care, you know, if he went a head and bought you
flowers, even if they did mean all friendship. People don't do that for
someone that they have only just met, especially when it was at some club
party thing. Haha, yaay! Someone else who seems to be awkward, that
definitely makes things at least a little bit better. I would think so anyway,
well considering how I am and everything like that. And again I say
Daaamn! Someone seems to have a fair amount of drama in their life, see
this is why I don't use the internets as much as other people do. Who
knows what could end up happening, people fight so much more on
the internet than they would in real life. Even if this was just you
'yelling' at him. Though I can't believe that some guy your just
starting to get to know decided to stand up for you, that really is
quite sweet of him to do, you know, on top of the whole
flowers thing. I'm glad that someone was standing up for you
though, I mean if Xav really is spending more time with some other
girl than he does his girlfriend. Then maybe there is something else
going on there, I'm not saying that there is for sure, or that I can be certain
but come on. I could try and figure a few things out for you maybe,
I mean people talk to people who don't talk back more than they would
think. That's how I got to know you so well, <3
but yeah, I really do think that you should talk to Xav, it's better
than keeping all of these things in the dark. Maybe it will do something
good for you guys, get your problems that you may have more so
out rather than in. Maybe even try to get to know this Addie girl more,
maybe it would be good if you knew her and had a friendship with her
so it wouldn't just be her and Xav all the time?
I dunno, I was never the best at this whole friend, relationship other
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Post by Kyla Larsen. on Aug 2, 2009 20:55:46 GMT -5
» shewillbeLOVED [/color] ( i close my eyes and the flashback starts )[/font] » available[/right] ----------------------------------------- » listening to 99 times - kate voegele
» is currently feeling guilty.
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» ^^; That does seem to be a rather astute comment to be making in this particular situation.
And that is what I thought, but I am not so sure if Xavier, or anyone else for that matter,
agrees. And she didn't come suddenly come in. They've been friends forever, or something,
which is why I've been holding my tongue. I mean, I trust his judgement. And Carver...
I don't know. He's so hard to figure out. I mean, he comes off as this total.. well, flirt, but
he's really just such a gentleman. I don't know what to make of him. You think so? But
why would he care that much already? I mean, I'm nothing particularly special and I already
have Xavier. And I don't know.. but I do feel a connection with him on some level. I really
do want to be friends with him, I really do. And I don't know if being socially awkward is
always good, but if you say so it must be. xD Haha. And YOU are not awkward. You are
perfect in every way, and you are the sweetest person I have ever met. And yes I do indeed,
much more than I would ever want. Maybe I should follow your lead. The internet seems
to take away my normal shields on my speech. I almost lost sight of all propriety the other
day, I mean really. And it was sweet of him to stand up for me, but I almost wish he hadn't.
I don't want him getting on Xavier's bad side. Besides, things aren't all that bad. I just
need to toughen up a bit. Thats all. And I know, I understand your logic completely. But
I can't help but pray to god that I'm wrong, that I'm misinterpreting the signals or
SOMETHING. And if you can, please do. <3 Haha, yes. I did have a habit of doing that.
But I don't know if I should bring it up. He's just.. I don't want to touch on something like
that, not after the fight. I don't want him to think I'm doubting him or anything. And about
Addie. I'm sorry but.. I just.. i cannot stand her. I really, really can't. She seems nice, but
she scares me Mel. She scares the ever loving.. well. She's just.. when I saw her looking
at Xavier.. there was something there Melia. It took everything I had not to scream
when she joined the conversation I was having with Xavier. I don't know whats wrong
with me I really don't. I mean, I had half a mind to strike her across the face for a while.
And I know I shouldn't be so worried. I mean, Xavier.. he wouldn't betray me. Right?
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