Post by Alyson Fisher on Jul 28, 2009 21:28:38 GMT -5
Casey,
If you are reading this, you know I am gone, and you actually went looking for me. I don't know if that is this new Casey who hates me, or the old Casey, but I felt there were things I had to say. I need you to know that first (right here will be a smudged section since I am mean that was saying this "of all, I have been in love with you since we were ten. I love you more than" but is smeared and there is no way to read it because she cried while she was writing it and most of the ink was smeared or washed away, MKAY?!) anything and it hurts that you can't trust me like you use to. I'm leaving because I told you I would be gone. But also for other reasons. I need you to know you really hurt me. I thought our friendship meant more ... thought it was indestructable and nothing could ever break the bond we have. All those years, you saved me from things you never knew about, without questions. You never asked me to be more than I was, and thanks to you, I know real friendship. I just wish that I could have told you what I had to sooner, and wish I had gotten the guts. Now you know the truth. You are my best friend and have always been there - I don't know if I can ever really thank you for that. Maybe someday you can trust me again, be my friend again. Anyway. I thought you deserved to know...
Love,
Alyson
(( the references of should have told you and you deserved to know all refer to the smudged part. I am mean, I know (: ))
If you are reading this, you know I am gone, and you actually went looking for me. I don't know if that is this new Casey who hates me, or the old Casey, but I felt there were things I had to say. I need you to know that first (right here will be a smudged section since I am mean that was saying this "of all, I have been in love with you since we were ten. I love you more than" but is smeared and there is no way to read it because she cried while she was writing it and most of the ink was smeared or washed away, MKAY?!) anything and it hurts that you can't trust me like you use to. I'm leaving because I told you I would be gone. But also for other reasons. I need you to know you really hurt me. I thought our friendship meant more ... thought it was indestructable and nothing could ever break the bond we have. All those years, you saved me from things you never knew about, without questions. You never asked me to be more than I was, and thanks to you, I know real friendship. I just wish that I could have told you what I had to sooner, and wish I had gotten the guts. Now you know the truth. You are my best friend and have always been there - I don't know if I can ever really thank you for that. Maybe someday you can trust me again, be my friend again. Anyway. I thought you deserved to know...
Love,
Alyson
(( the references of should have told you and you deserved to know all refer to the smudged part. I am mean, I know (: ))