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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 0:16:48 GMT -5
` clarissa hale [/IMG] ` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy.
This can't be happening. I just.. I don't believe this. This can't be happening to me. Please please PLEASE let there be someone I know out there. Ellie's gone, and I don't think I can handle being alone right now. Anyone? Please?
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 0:24:37 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: Electropop - Jupiter Rising [/font] Easy, love, I'm right here. I'm right here, I'm always be there. Calm down and talk to me, it's gonna be alright. Would I say it would be if it wasn't? You know me.
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 0:33:40 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy.
Dakota? You're here? Thank god. I'm so sorry I ran. I just.. I couldn't take it. I'm sorry. I just needed space and.. and.. I'm so sorry. Why did he do that to me Dakota, WHY? He's my brother! And he... he..!
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 0:41:32 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: Electropop - Jupiter Rising [/font] I know, I know - you were overwhelmed and things just got a little bit much to handle. I... I guess I could understand why. He just wanted to protect you.[/center]
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 0:52:06 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy.
That doesn't justify me leaving you there with no explanation. I'm so sorry. But when I started running.. I just couldn't stop. I needed to run, I had to. And protect me? From what! He BETRAYED me! I trusted him and he betrayed me!
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 1:05:04 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: Electropop - Jupiter Rising [/font] You could run away a hundred times and I'd still be back here waiting, trust me, it's okay. I know you did, you needed your space, none of that is your fault. I really am sorry he did this to you.[/center]
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 1:07:06 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy.
I know, I know. Thank you. <3 But I still just.. I just can't believe this. I just can't. Why does everyone do this to me? Why? First dad, then mom, then you, and now Conner. Why does this always happen to me? Am I a bad person? Did I do something to make him mad? To make everyone mad?
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 1:10:18 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: Electropop - Jupiter Rising [/font] I can't tell you why... I wish I could, but I can't. It's not always you, Clary, and I want you to believe me when I say that - sometimes it's something inside of our own selves that make us do things to hurt the people we love most. It doesn't make it fair and it definitely doesn't make any of it right, but all I can tell you is that none of it is your fault <3[/center]
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 1:15:29 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy.
I guess you're right. But I must have done something very wrong to deserve all this bad luck. Everyone I've ever loved has done this to me, always. There have been no exceptions to the rule. Conner was the only one.
I'm sorry, I always do this. I know I just need to calm down. I'm overreacting, again. This isn't fair to you. You don't need to hear this.
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 1:18:47 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: It Takes Time - Chris Brown [/font] Sometimes life works that way - there aren't any explanations, and shouldn't be any blame. Especially on your shoulders. You do know you're the last person on earth - in the universe - that deserves it, don't you? I hope you do.
Don't think about what's fair to me or what's overreacting to you - please. It's just us. Just Dakota and Clary, like it's always been. Like it'll always be.[/center]
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 1:21:49 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: Tell Me What to Do - Metro Station.
I know I should understand that, and I do... but I just wish there were an explanation. And I don't really agree on that front, but.. I guess I can't take the blame for everything. That much is true.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll stop. And do you promise? Always? No matter what happens, no matter what either of us does, no matter what anyone else does?
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 1:25:49 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: It Takes Time - Chris Brown [/font] Thank you. I knew I had to fall in love with a girl that had a brain. =3
I promise, Clary. It stands today, tomorrow, the day after that, and so on. No one - even ourselves - will push us apart again. I won't let it happen.
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 1:29:03 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: Tell Me What to Do - Metro Station.
<3 Well I'm glad you think I have one. I don't think it'd be fun to walk around without one. Being blind is bad enough, but brainless too? Yeesh.
Thank you. I know I shouldn't even have to ask, but.. thank you. I love you, Dakota. More than anything.
I need to see you. I miss you. I'm going out with Ellie tomorrow night, but can I maybe see you the day after that? I just need to do something before I see you. Please?
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Post by dakota ephraim black on Feb 10, 2009 1:32:42 GMT -5
d a m n.its.dakotais busy :: Status message :: if you're not Clary, shut upListening to: It Takes Time - Chris Brown [/font] I'm pretty sure even if you sprouted another head I'd still manage to love you. But, hey, maybe two pretty faces would attract more stares - it'd turn heads. Get it? Lame, I know, but if it made you smile, I win :]
I love you too, Clary. <3 Always. Never doubt that.
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Post by Clarissa Hale on Feb 10, 2009 1:35:24 GMT -5
` clarissa hale` .ballerina.hitman.! STATUS: available. STATUS MESSAGE: I can't believe this. LISTENING TO: Tell Me What to Do - Metro Station.
(: You're such a dork Dakota, and I love you for it. <3 And yes, kudos to you, you made me laugh. And I don't really care who turns to look, as long as you like what you see, I could care less.
I don't. I promise.
Thank you. (: And if its possible, don't tell Conner where I am if he asks. I don't want to see him. Mind if I stay at your place? I've been imposing on Ellie long enough.
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