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Post by matt on Dec 23, 2008 2:55:14 GMT -5
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Is anyone alive out there? God. I don't even know what I am doing on here. I guess attempting to be social without really having to be? I'm basically talking to myself, how stupid. I'll shut up, and if by some miracle someone talks to me ... well, I'd be surprised.
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Post by Tally ! on Dec 23, 2008 3:23:25 GMT -5
purplepanda:
[/color] Good Evening to you too Mr. Emo Pants. purplepanda:[/color] You seem to be doing perfectly fine with the whole internet socialness. purplepanda:[/color] Though the real way to be social would to be spending time with your friends. purplepanda:[/color] Oh, I'm Fallon by the way. purplepanda:[/color] =P [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by matt on Dec 23, 2008 10:27:48 GMT -5
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Mr. Emo Pants? That is an interesting way to put it I guess. I mean, I have a right to think no one would talk to me. If you go to La Push High, and you have heard of or seen me, you would realize I no longer have any friends. I'm Matthew. Hi Fallon.
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Post by Tally ! on Dec 23, 2008 16:43:04 GMT -5
purplepanda:
[/color] Oh yes I thought that it would be quite an interesting name. purplepanda:[/color] Well that's no good, why don't you have any friends? purplepanda:[/color] You must have at least one friend. purplepanda:[/color] Ah yeah, I also go to La Push High, not a very interesting place I must say. purplepanda:[/color] Nice to meet you Mattew. [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by matt on Dec 23, 2008 16:52:00 GMT -5
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Yeah, I suppose it is. If you like really weird silly names. I told them how I really felt, and they didn't like it. People don't like finding out the truth about what people thing about them. And no, I honestly don't have any friends. Not anymore. It definitely isn't. I'm not even there a good amount of the time. Usually at home taking care of my mom. Its interesting meeting you Fallon.
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Post by Tally ! on Dec 23, 2008 17:08:08 GMT -5
purplepanda:
[/color] Hmm, I suppose that is true. purplepanda:[/color] But sometimes telling people the truth is the best possible thing, even if it means hurtting them in the process. purplepanda:[/color] But don't you wish that you had them back, it's better then simply staying up and talking to some random girl. purplepanda:[/color] You must miss a lot of classes if your always leaving. purplepanda:[/color] Interesting huh? [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by matt on Dec 23, 2008 17:15:34 GMT -5
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It is. Telling the truth can be for the best, for everyone, especially when it is saving them in the process. Lying is even necessary if it protects people. I do miss them. I feel pretty lonely, but it is worth it. To know why I did what I did. I don't think anyone could possibly understand. I guess that is true, but you aren't that horrible to talk to. Beats doing nothing. I do, but I make up my work. Yes, interesting.
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Post by Tally ! on Dec 24, 2008 19:06:13 GMT -5
purplepanda:
[/color] How would it be saving them. purplepanda:[/color] (don't feel like you have to answer that, by the way.) purplepanda:[/color] Who knows, maybe you'll be able to tell someone. I know how it is to carry around something that is a fairly large burden. purplepanda:[/color] To sometimes have to keep people at a distance. purplepanda:[/color] Well I'm glad I'm not horrible, that would be odd if I was and you were continuing to talk to me. =P [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by matt on Dec 25, 2008 9:01:30 GMT -5
ooc; this is where he is going to start pushing her away and TRYING to piss her off. just be warnnnned. matleesco is typing away, and being social?-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
It just is. Believe me, I wouldn't just ruin friendships by faking that it was saving them the trouble. It is. It is helping them in the long run, so just leave it! No, I can never tell anyone Fallon. You have no idea how hard it is living with the things I have to live with. You don't get it, and I don't imagine you ever could. So just stop trying to make me feel better. It isn't working. I wish you would stop trying. I have to keep people at a distance for reasons that no one will ever be able to understand. You aren't horrible.. you just...
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Post by Tally ! on Dec 26, 2008 13:33:04 GMT -5
purplepanda:
[/color] You've become rather gifted with the whole trying to get people to drop things or whatnot, have you? purplepanda:[/color] Maybe I don't have the first hand view of whatever it is you're going through. purplepanda:[/color] Well if you never tell anyone that you can trust the reason, you may be alone forever. Would you really want to live your life keeping just one thing cooped up? purplepanda:[/color] I'm just what? [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by matt on Dec 26, 2008 13:37:47 GMT -5
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I just don't understand why the hell you care so much. You don't even know me. Why are you even talking to me? Didn't you know talking to strangers is a bad thing. And you know something, I am sure you don't have first hand of it. Well, I would rather be alone than do something worse than pissing everyone off. I don't want to live that way - I have to. You just wouldn't understand. You are just.. why can't you drop it. Why do you even want to talk to me? I'm sure you have better things to do. Better people to talk to. Why waste your time with me?
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Post by Tally ! on Dec 26, 2008 13:59:48 GMT -5
purplepanda:
[/color] Because no one should have to live the way you do, even if they have some deep dark secret that they have to keep from everyone else. purplepanda:[/color] You don't know me either, yet you continue to talk to me. purplepanda:[/color] Because you're interesting to me, besides why wouldn't I want to talk to you, so you're acting one way and I'm still going along with it. purplepanda:[/color] Even with your I guess, attitude doesn't make people just disappear, or rather, it won't just make me disappear. purplepanda:[/color] I don't think I'm wasting my time at all. [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by matt on Dec 26, 2008 14:06:21 GMT -5
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I wish I didn't have to live this way. I wish I could find someone who could possibly understand. I wish I didn't have to live alone. But I do. I keep talking to you because.. I guess, because I want to. I don't really know why. I don't talk to anyone. It isn't that I don't want to talk to you. I'm just not the type of person you should want to talk to. I don't understand you at all. I am being a complete jerk, and you are still putting up with me? No one has ever done that. Usually they get pissed and leave me alone. Since you won't disappear, I guess I should stop being a jerk. I'm warning you though - being nice to me could be bad for you. But it is only the internet, so no worries, right?
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